The future beckons

Like all the greats of the world, i am my own biggest critic.
Fueled by my mom's favoritism, there is an extremely strong negative emotion in me that strives for me to do better every single day, every single hour and every single moment.

I have a thirsting desire to prove myself; to prove i'm the best; to prove i'm better.

Therefore, i'm very grateful to my father and my xiao gu; they give me great positive reinforcement and encouragement. Without this positive force to balance out my negative emotions, i would probably have been crushed by now. They adopt the same style; unsurprising since they are siblings. Encourage the good results but dont focus too much on the results.

I won't let them down. Especially my father who has high hopes in me.

Why?

Simply because i have higher hopes in myself. And for me, it isn't just hope.

I know I am the best.

I have already proven to myself countless times that I am one of those special ones who succeed at anything they give 100% for.

And i give 100% for everything and anything. There will be no acting cool and no half hearted attempts with Wang Zhikai.

I study every single hour.
I drink in every single word of knowledge.
I dive on the floor for every loose ball.
I feed off the opinions of every hater.
I turn the haters into envyers.

I won't let them down.

I will become a raging success. For them and for myself.

Why?

Because i can.