5 months officially

4 more months to semi-complete recovery. for such a serious injury, 18-24 months is the complete recovery after surgery (thats if i managed to achieve complete recovery at all, which isn't a given.)

but within 4 months i should be able to become a lockdown defender with my new improved anticipation

the day i can do this, i know i'm ok.

right now, i can't do anything at all. if i go close enough to deny the shot, i'm going to get blown by 10/10 times, i wouldn't even be able to recover to challenge. all i can do now is stand at the perfect distance to bait him into shooting so that i can pretend to challenge.