Without a doubt, the past 3 months was the happiest time of my life. If I could have stayed for 4 years, it would doubtlessly be a truly amazing experience. It still is though, no question.
I have experienced what its like to be truly happy. I am content.
Yes, i wish i could have stayed longer; i wish i could have done my entire 4 years of basic degree in the ILC, in UCSC. If i did that, my uni experience would have been truly amazing. 3 months is too short. I can't even imagine how fun life would be now that i have become such close friends with everyone. In some ways, its cruel how i was torn away after becoming so close.
But i have to return to my studies; for my future. I might have experienced true happiness (yes, sounds cheesy but that is exactly what it was.), but my hunger for success has not waned; i still thirst to prove myself, to show i'm the best.
But i'm really grateful to have experienced true happiness at least once in my life, for a reasonably long stretch of time. Better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all; better to have experienced bliss and lost than not to have felt it at all.
Now i have these truly happy experiences I will document here to last in my memory for all eternity; which can bring a smile to my face when i recall them
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