light as a feather!!!

wow its been so long since i had this amazing feeling

so long that ive forgotten how good it was

and now i'm wondering if i was being emo due to my crush or due to bball withdrawal symptoms

I may have overdone it on my 1st day back thou lol my neck was freaking sore in the shower just now. gonna feel that tomorrow bleargh

but completely worth it. yea i should have held back on my 1st day back, but you're crazy if u think i'm going to hold back when i have the chance to have such a good matchup hahahah

its not often i can go all out in oneonone and not know the result

all my school team standard friends dun really play oneonone so i have to take every chance i can get

anyway with all the stuff mounting up on me, working the hardest in a semester i've ever worked for my dream of backtoback deans list only to see it slip away (maybe, ill see on the sms on the 20th or something where i again put my hand over the handphone screen and reveal it pixel by pixel. i still have some hope. maybe about 35%-40%) on the last paper, freaking troublesome exchange planning including super tedious process and need interview and all that, along with noreplies from the ucsc profs who i need to get some permission number stuff from to override the prerequisites.

on the plus side, i met this pretty girl i've always seen around in engine and wondered if she's really in eng cos she looks totally cute (attached thou, as everyone keeps telling me. its not like i'm in love or anything sheesh im JUST SAYIN'!!!) and anyway, by some imba twist of fate i somehow met her at the us embassy interview (silver lining!) where she saved me from a good hour of boredom (can u believe they confiscate handphones? i was preparing to reread my sep documents about 50 times alrdy) with a good chat and finally i know her name! hopefully she'll be a new good friend cos she seems super nice but she didn't respond to my friend request on fb :( but probably not a fb junkie i shld really cut down thou i hope i didnt bore her too much with all my bball talk. but i was seriously at the peak of my bball withdrawal symptoms lol in the past week thanks to reservist and finals i cldn't play and i think about bball all day!!

which brings me back to my gratefulness for getting such a strong opponent today and allowing me to go all out to my complete satisfaction. Yes, owning normal ppl is all well and good, but every competitor loves the feeling of going completely all out, and you can't really do that for normal people else you won't have any bball khakis anymore lol!

i was just saying this afternoon all the stress mounting up makes my shoulders feel like they weigh a ton, and i grew 2 pimples. ME!!! but its ALL gone now my shoulders feel light as a feather!!!

Thank you so much for the strong opponent!!

today have to sleep earlier abit... 1) to kill off those two pimples asap 2) to kill off the freaking dark circles thanks to having to wake up at 6.45am this morning for the us embassy interview..

wonder if i should let my cat sleep w me tonight cos he sure disturb me later in the night.. nvm tink i will... wont get to see him in 1 months time liao :'(