life was easy before i met you

it was too easy. too enjoyable. no effort was needed for success. I was inevitably going to succeed.

someone like me didn't deserve that.

It appears this is nothing but a test of my determination

i relish the challenge.

i have gotten complacent indeed

i look around and see people crawling. every step is an effort which brings sweat

i should have ran. i was a fool to walk casually at their pace

now every step for me brings blood

BRING IT!!! I WILL RETURN TO WHEN I WAS AT MY SHARPEST. TRAINING AT 8am to 10am. STUDY FROM 11am- 4pm. MATCH FROM 4pm-6pm. STUDY from 7pm-12am.

yea, i'm still bathing for half an hour. ain't changing that no matter what