not again

I fancy myself as someone with some skills in the bedroom department. Which is why I have never been so out of my league. I was utterly and completely seduced. I have never experienced something like that before, and I doubt many have. If nba stars have skills in their own tier, she has seduction skills that are completely of her own stratosphere. It can only come from experience, so I already know there's no future with this one, but my heart isn't listening to my brain yet again. I can feel the familiar feeling again.

It doesn't help that she is completely my ideal type in mannerism. She doesn't mess around, and cuts right to the chase. That is exactly how i do it. She's also a giver, a doer, just like me. For once, even though i'm the reacher, she gave so much more than i did. For once, I was nothing but a receiver. I HATE sitting back and doing nothing. But for once, i enjoyed it. I know for sure there is no future in this because i'm nothing to her. Just another one to add to the cabinet. I know this for sure. And yet...

I can still feel our hearts beating together, the touch of your breath on my skin. I can still hear the song playing in the background. Its not even a good song. But i'm going to remember it forever now.

Fight it. Now is not the time for this.

I'm strong enough to resist, of course. Always have been, always will be. But I gotta feeling she just ruined me for any future relationships.